{"id":1167,"date":"2026-05-31T03:13:04","date_gmt":"2026-05-31T03:13:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/galleryespace.com\/artespace\/?p=1167"},"modified":"2026-06-01T08:37:15","modified_gmt":"2026-06-01T08:37:15","slug":"available-light-3-poems-after-artworks-by-manisha-gera-baswani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/galleryespace.com\/artespace\/available-light-3-poems-after-artworks-by-manisha-gera-baswani\/","title":{"rendered":"Available Light : 3 poems after Artworks by Manisha Gera Baswani"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; background_color=&#8221;RGBA(255,255,255,0)&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; max_width=&#8221;700px&#8221; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><strong><b>Origin Story<\/b><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And so, Brahma, the spider,<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0spins again a silver web. His body\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>is all night. Stars pin themselves<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0around his eight ankles across\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>all eight directions as we spill<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0from his spinneret like spiderlings<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0waking into life. And Mother to us all,<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0he balloons on an orb of thin air,\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>leaving a field of silk below\u2014<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0wound three times, no, thirty-nine,<\/p>\n<p>so much sturdier than steel\u2014<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0circling the oval mouth of starlight.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>And we, his gossamer children,<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0huddle around his hairy legs\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>like so many sticky pests,<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0like chalk dust on a blackboard,\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>and warble: tell us once more,<br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0how you began time.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6163\" data-end=\"6883\">\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.6&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; background_color=&#8221;#FFFFFF&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;https:\/\/galleryespace.com\/artespace\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Safed-Talaab-scaled.jpg&#8221; title_text=&#8221;Safed Talaab&#8221; show_in_lightbox=&#8221;on&#8221; align=&#8221;center&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.6&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; max_width=&#8221;780px&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; custom_margin=&#8221;9px|||||&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.6&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;0a6c4baa-304e-458e-9003-bb7edad6cc4b&#8221; text_font=&#8221;Josefin Sans|500|||||||&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;1.5em&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p>Manisha Gera Baswani, <em><i>Safed Talaab<\/i><\/em>, 2025, Chikankari on cloth,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a021.5 x 17.5 inches, Courtesy Manisha Gera Baswani &amp; Gallery Espace<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; max_width=&#8221;700px&#8221; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;85px||16px|||&#8221; locked=&#8221;off&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><strong><b>The White Poem<\/b><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Like a new lamb, I wake into the morning\u2014<\/p>\n<p>I look outside and see a thin crust of snow<\/p>\n<p>stitched upon another layer of snow. The green<\/p>\n<p>of lank grass below barely peeking through.<\/p>\n<p>It is almost December in Oslo, too, where my friend lives.<\/p>\n<p>He speaks of the sun reflecting on the bright white sheet\u2014<\/p>\n<p>the pond frozen over\u2014beneath which fish swim, enter<\/p>\n<p>a sleep where their hearts slow\u2014a torpor\u2014while the sun<\/p>\n<p>goes on sharpening his winter glare. My friend can bear<\/p>\n<p>this shine, says it is better than the aphotic dark of November.<\/p>\n<p>Here, in Narkanda, I spot the monal somewhere on a slope.<\/p>\n<p>We look at each other but do not speak. In the distance,<\/p>\n<p>children ready themselves to ski, awkward ducks<\/p>\n<p>falling over. In the cold air is a light I cannot name\u2014<\/p>\n<p>it feels old\u2014numinous\u2014blunts whatever is glottal<\/p>\n<p>inside me. It doesn\u2019t hurt, being alone. Going for days<\/p>\n<p>without hearing the whistle of a partridge or the heft of hail<\/p>\n<p>thunking its weight on the tip of a deodar leaf. The snow \u00a0<\/p>\n<p>is so cold, it feels hot. I do not know what that means.<\/p>\n<p>But in the presence of a presence greater than your own,<\/p>\n<p>something tells you, you should kneel. And so, I kneel,<\/p>\n<p>bald knee to the ground, and cry softly into the snow.<\/p>\n<p>My sobbing is so quiet I cannot hear it. I think of my friend<\/p>\n<p>walking in the open, drinking warm beer to soothe his throat.<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow, he will shovel snow. And in a month or two,<\/p>\n<p>the winter glare will reduce. Fish will wake from their sleep<\/p>\n<p>and the pond will thaw too\u2014thinking of this, I rise<\/p>\n<p>on my feet, here, in Narkanda. Thank whatever presence<\/p>\n<p>has blessed my mouth with a silence so deep, I contain<\/p>\n<p>no language to hold it\u2014like this poem turning<\/p>\n<p>into a heap of snow. I have no use for words now.<\/p>\n<p>There is nothing to show.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6163\" data-end=\"6883\">\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;https:\/\/galleryespace.com\/artespace\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Talaab-scaled.jpg&#8221; title_text=&#8221;Talaab&#8221; show_in_lightbox=&#8221;on&#8221; align=&#8221;center&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.6&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.6&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;0a6c4baa-304e-458e-9003-bb7edad6cc4b&#8221; text_font=&#8221;Josefin Sans|500|||||||&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;1.5em&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p>Manisha Gera Baswani, <em><i>Talaab<\/i><\/em>, 2024, Pin Incision &amp; gouache on Paper<\/p>\n<p>24 x 18 inches,\u00a0Courtesy Manisha Gera Baswani &amp; Gallery Espace<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.27.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; max_width=&#8221;700px&#8221; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; theme_builder_area=&#8221;post_content&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;44px|||||&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><strong><b>On blue<\/b><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0In the woods, I walk to the pond with my book,<\/p>\n<p>and hold fast to the idea that deer can see the colour blue,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0that the cones of their eyes allow such light<\/p>\n<p>to enter, pass through\u2014and the idea of it soothes<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0my mind, and I imagine one such fawn fevered with thirst,<\/p>\n<p>drinking from the lip of a pond, the water good to taste,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0like a lozenge cooling the canal of your throat\u2014<\/p>\n<p>and what is it in the way of blue, the way it reaches the eye\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0the long stem of a needle my mother sterilizes on a blue flame,<\/p>\n<p>the tarpaulin of sky, pots glazed with a blue pigment,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0feathers of a jay,<\/p>\n<p>pieces of broken azure tiles that children play stapoo with\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0is it all in the eye?\u2014in the sea cave of Blue Grotto<\/p>\n<p>where an emperor once swam, the light there so sapphire<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0it seems to filter from the stained window of some hidden cathedral,<\/p>\n<p>or emit upwards from a star burning underwater,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0the silver blued and the blue, silvered\u2014I look,<\/p>\n<p>and look, I am changed\u2014I am Yashodha<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0coaxing open Krishna\u2019s blue mouth to reveal<\/p>\n<p>a bazillion stars burning bright<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0in the eternal darkness of space, there is<\/p>\n<p>such light as you wouldn\u2019t believe, couldn\u2019t conceive,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0the smooth marble of earth so small in this boy\u2019s maw<\/p>\n<p>that I, his mother, am left frightened\u2014but not I, who is staring<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0into the clear iris of this pond, divining with my eye<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0a blue that cannot be found, a blue so vivid<\/p>\n<p>I cannot foresee what I ask for, what I want<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0from these slow waters where the fish pivot &amp; pray,<\/p>\n<p>I want something impossible<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0like a formless shape, a knife without a blade,<\/p>\n<p>or to touch the bony ridges on a mandrill\u2019s face\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I want not to hew or whittle or snap or break\u2014<\/p>\n<p>I only want to behold a blue so large &amp; undivided<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0that it returns the sky to the sky\u2014<\/p>\n<p>but as I stand here staring at the center of the pond,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0wanting not to want the impossible, I know<\/p>\n<p>that the blue I see is not the blue a deer sees,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0for she sees a colour twenty times bluer,<\/p>\n<p>a blue so bluishly deep, I wouldn\u2019t know what I would do\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and in the light of this truth, I confess<\/p>\n<p>that I suffer a little like a leaf in the wind<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0but nothing so grave as to kill a horse\u2014one blue roan, or two\u2014<\/p>\n<p>and I still don\u2019t know what it is in the way of blue<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0except it is the colour of dreams, threading everything I see\u2014<\/p>\n<p>iguana, brick, candle, hook\u2014and I return to it like I<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0return to the pond, a mud dauber to her nest,<\/p>\n<p>a rook to his tree, and how to my eye, the light returns,<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0repeats, not the deer\u2019s blue but my own still,<\/p>\n<p>through the gift of a pupil\u2014vase and coat<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and ladder and sieve\u2014all as blue as blue can be.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6163\" data-end=\"6883\">\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Origin Story And so, Brahma, the spider,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0spins again a silver web. His body\u00a0 is all night. Stars pin themselves\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0around his eight ankles across\u00a0 all eight directions as we spill\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0from his spinneret like spiderlings \u00a0waking into life. 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